CONSIDERATIONS TO KNOW ABOUT SON AND MOM SEX

as a kid all around ten or so I utilized to lye with me head on my mothers lap and he or she would massage my head(no sexual undercurrents btw)and I found it very comforting... I way too have shwon signs or symptoms of somebody who may have repressed sexual abuse. What's the likelyhood that I was also touched? Can it be greatest to disregard these